Xenia memory

Xenia memory
Release																				15 February 2015 (Update)
Members																				Yes
Quest item																				Nomad's Elegy
Properties
Tradeable																				No
Bankable																				No
Equipable																				No
Stackable																				No
Disassembly																				No
Destroy																				If you drop this item it will be destroyed. You can retrieve this item by searching the afterlife.
Actions
Backpack																				View, Destroy
Values
Value																				1 coin
Alchemy																				Not alchemisable
On death																				Always kept
Weight																				0.453 kg
Examine
All her thoughts and experiences are stored in this tiny little orb.
Advanced data
Item ID																				36844
Links																				MRID • recipe
FAQ • doc

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The Xenia memory is an item created by combining the Xenia memory half (Guilt) with the Xenia memory half (Shame). It is to be given to Xenia.

Transcript

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He died in my arms.

I don't think I've ever felt pain like this. I don't think anyone could ever know such limitless, bottomless grief. He was my everything and now, now there's nothing.

It's my fault.

I knew that he was falling in with a bad crowd. I mean, calling themselves the Black Arm Gang, it was like a calling card to trouble. I had every opportunity to step in and get him out of there, but I thought to myself 'No, he has to make his own choices'.

[Continue]

His choices were wrong.

They sent him to intimidate some merchants. A simple shakedown, a little gold for a little bluster, harmless. I could have stepped in, but I didn't, I let him make his own mistakes. It went wrong. The merchant had protection and the standoff got violent. It's amazing how one tiny blade can do so much damage.

I should have taken more control. I should have stepped in ... but I didn't, and now he's gone.

The one good thing I've made in this world.

Update history

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• update 15 February 2015 (Update):
  • Added to game.